before the craziness continues

well, off to the east coast tomorrow morning. got a full day of travel ahead of me... ugh. i hate flying. so boring. plus i've been sick all week, so that should make for a fun (not) trip. jeez...
johnny and i went cruising in the BMW before i left. we went shopping and had a good time :) <333
so now i'm finally all packed. finished my last day of work for 2 weeks. it almost doesn't seem worth it with what i make.. like nothing compared to my last job. :( sigh...
so yeah.. time to go try to sleep now. i wish i didn't have to go. it's been so hot here, i can't believe i'm going somewhere even hotter for the next 2 weeks. miserable! i hate being too hot. or to cold.. i guess no one does.
i feel so not ready to go. i don't know why...maybe because i'm sick? it seems like i just did this a few months ago... oh yeah... cuz i did! ugh.

why meee?

sitting in bed sucking on a wheat thin... i have to be at work in about 40 minutes. i've been super nausious, threw up, and all that fun stuff. but i can't call into work sick or else the dragon lady will fire me. ugh. i'm tired of having a job already... i'm so over it. i haven't even gotten paid yet.
:(

i hope i'll have time to pack before my trip.. i'm pretty much busy every day now... oy. i don't even know if i'm working the day before i go or not. and it's hot and miserable here...i don't know WHY in the world i'm going to travel to somewhere where it's even worse weather than this. for 2 weeks. i hope i get better soon, or that will be totally miserable.
why me?

life is lovely

my boss' had to go to the doctor and can't work this week... so everyone is picking up extra hours.. i'll be working 8 hours tomorrow, when usually i only work 5. bleh...

then the week after this craziness is over i will be going out of town for 2 weeks. into worse weather than what it is here XP bleh. it's been humid and gross here, so i can only imagine how it is on the east coast... darn you global warming! --i mean summer time.

sooo yeah..

have some toast

you can't just stand around and look pretty...

wow, so yeah.. my first 3 days of work summed up in one sentance: IT'S NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS!!!
oh my gosh. i cannot even begin to tell you all the things i've had to do... i hope this gets easier as i learn what is what. jeez... i don't know why i'm still stressed, even after i'm done...
yesterday i went to get my car smogged.. ended up getting really bad cramps and throwing up...sitting out in the car in the lovely 90 degree poway weather. just lovely, i know. and i had to go to work after i got my car smogged.. but i could hardly walk! so the girl at work was really nice and sympathetic.. for the first 2 hours of work all i had to do was sit in the back and price things. so that was fine.. but the manager today gave me this whole huge lecture on how i need to just take midol (midol makes me sick) and just come in. WHICH I DID! so i don't understand WHY she was lecturing me about it... i'm not stupid, i understand how business works and that everyone needs to do their part.. *sigh* oh well, i'll just have to take it till i've proven myself i guess...

finally i have work!...no wait...

yay i finally got another job! sales associate with the empire beauty supply store by my house. it was pretty crazy too.. i almost didn't even turn in the application there because i wasn't sure i wanted to work there. but i did, and i got a call the next day, then an interview 2 days later, then got a call the next day saying i got the possition, went in and signed paper work the day after that...which was today! wow. CRAZY.
so yeah ^_^ good stuff. i'm excited. i hope it'll be something i pick up on quick.. not be a newb for long.
i figure this is one step further into my career as a hair stylist if i wanted to do that... i was looking at a cosmotology school near by, so we'll see... this will definately be a long-term job if it works out. so yeah :)