why meee?

sitting in bed sucking on a wheat thin... i have to be at work in about 40 minutes. i've been super nausious, threw up, and all that fun stuff. but i can't call into work sick or else the dragon lady will fire me. ugh. i'm tired of having a job already... i'm so over it. i haven't even gotten paid yet.
:(

i hope i'll have time to pack before my trip.. i'm pretty much busy every day now... oy. i don't even know if i'm working the day before i go or not. and it's hot and miserable here...i don't know WHY in the world i'm going to travel to somewhere where it's even worse weather than this. for 2 weeks. i hope i get better soon, or that will be totally miserable.
why me?