epiphany-ish moment

working my ass off for minimum wage with dental bills piling up.. actually they aren't really piling up, considering that the first one was 2 friggin grand, that's not piling that's like...exploding. but i figured out i can pay that off in 12 months if i pay $180 a month...which isn't too bad. but that means i can't quit my job any time soon......which sucks because i hate it sooo much now.

i don't want to be a cosmotologist anymore.. after this job, all the ones i've met are really fake, rude, and/or mean. so i've decided i don't want to go to school with these people and i definately don't want to work with them for the rest of my life! bleh. i'll just use my emplyee discount to buy some nice thinning sheers and stuff and keep doing what i've been doing - cutting hair for people i care about. aka friends and family only.

so i'm looking into an online art school. just gotta get the dental bills under control so i can start something like that... i don't like to dig myself in toooo deep financially. it'll be worth it though. then i can get a job designing websites for people. sooo many people i know need websites made. i'd even like one for myself for art and posting a resume to get commissions and such. so yeah. next goal! SCHOOL!

i have so much on my plate right now... i need another change - one with less responsibilities!!